hey everyone whats up? well anyways I spent the night at chelseas all weekend and we had some fun....hehe.....well anyways I smoked her at horse...hehe.....cuz im a G like that just playing.....well she got to ride on a motorcycle and like we ended up on saterday making a trampoline and like we couldnt finish it cuz it was hard and she got a hugh ass blister on her hand and it looked nasty....well just wanted to update and say hey.....well bye

makayla

Here are some updates on my Quotes also on my other site:

"Even though times can be rough and you want to die just think about how many hearts you will break"

"All the pain you go threw just for one person and it makes no sense to actually have all that fuss over that one person"

"You realize after awhile that you cant have him"

" I think we are all afraid to love again cuz we think we will end up all alone in this world"

well there not really that good but.... anyways I have been going crazy again...my mom wont stop nagging at me again and it is driving me crazy.... I think one day Im going to explode in her face one day and she is going to end up heart broken by the words that I would say to her. If only she what I have been threw and what Im going threw she would be apoligizing to me and trying to get in my life and help me.... If she only knew my secrets that I keep from her maybe just maybe she might want to not yell at me and once just this once she will hug me and hold me and say its ok im here for you no matter what I did.... I wish this all could come true....Im out of my mind she would never do that for me Im just dreaming and hopeing that willl not come true....you know what I wish more then anything??? well I wish that I could take back everything bad that hurt me so much so that maybe I wouldnt feel all of this pain inside and I wouldnt be betraying my body....If you want to know what that means you will have to figure that out for yourself....anyways I have been bored all weekend and just going crazy... well, if I could I would die of boredom... At least I got to talk to someone about everything and that would be skye... I want to thank her for not judging me or doing anything like that but supporting me and I have been really needing that after what I did....I know its not right to do what I did but I do regret it... well, I got to go...If you think you wont judge me may one day I will tell the truth and I wont care what ppl think of me cuz its the truth and its real so get over it.... bye

luv always

makayla